Taking a break

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OK some serious work needs to be done on some current projects I’m working on and I don’t need to internet to do this. So I will be off line for a while I think doing some real work.

Most things that are worth it are hard to accomplish with a lot of false starts and wrong moves. I need to finish a chapter here in my life so that I can move on. It’s the last push to finish this then I can make some actual decisions. But if nothing else I don’t really depend on anyone else to tell me who I am unlike some. I can make my own decisions about how fucked up I am or not. It’s probably why I am pissed off most of the time, it would be nice to have someone tell you who you are. Makes the day easier.

Oh everyone want’s to be the bright center of their own little world, or someone else’s little world. When I would tell you, you are as amazing as anyone I have ever met just on your own, you don’t need to attach yourself to someone’s star. I think you are quite beautiful on your own. But I am just a girl so apparently don’t know a lot … or that is what they always tell me.

Does it even matter to even say the truth or something like that? No … people always hear what they want to hear, and maybe that’s OK. I am not the light bringer here.

No … I am going back to work now. The work I am doing is hard, and I don’t need to be distracted by any other light than my own. I am going to try to improve my shitty photography, finish my work here in the city and move, and take care of my family that’s about it. And you know that’s enough for a life time.

Maybe I’ll be as wise as this guy one day.

Until then.

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